Need To Practice Dancing

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Promo Shoot

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Tomorrow I am doing another video shoot it will consist of 3 more promo shoots. These ones will be a little tame because they are mainly for MYSPACE and BREAK.COM and if they just show a little skin MYSPACE takes them down as they have done in the past with my other videos that I have put up. But so many of my friends on MYSPACE want to see videos of me. So hear I am sorting my costumes to see which ones I can use and hopefully will be fun for my friends to watch. I am a little nervous because when I am growing up I never go to dances or anything like that, I was always to busy helping my family to have time to learn properly. So I am not the best dancer in the world and I am very self conscious about that but I still hope everyone will like my promo videos. My sister Tera is a very good dancer because being the youngest my papa not as strict with her and she learn how to dance really good because she was always practising with her friends. My sister Tera will also be coming with me to help with makeup and also to get some experience so she will know what to do when her site is up and running which should be very soon. It is still raining so hard and I am hoping it will stop for tomorrow although the video shoot is inside my friends house. OK it time for me to get a good sleep so I look OK for the camera. Until next time god bless

My Three Friends

I just arrive back today from visiting my family in Negros. I had a great time with my family and I got to catch up with some of my school friends who I have not seen since my school days. It was a happy reunion but also sad for me too. My three friends that I meet are all married and have babies of there own. I love playing with there babies and watching them play. My three friends, I feel both happy and sad for them at the same time because they had so much potential in school and they where very smart, god gave them this gift. Now when I look at them, I see that they too are both happy and sad. Happy because they are a mother with beautiful babies but very sad because they know that there babies will grow up very poor like them. The cycle repeating itself. One of my friends Jean, she was going to be a nurse and was 2nd year when she get pregnant, now she no longer studies and her husband earns 80 pesos per day cutting sugar cane. My life here is not great and certainly not perfect but I am sure if I have the opportunity and the brain to be a nurse, I would have made any sacrifice to make that happen. My friend should have kept her panties on and her legs crossed because now her life is so hard and her dream of being a nurse is gone for ever. The dreams of Jeans parents are also gone because my friend becoming a nurse would help Jean herself have a better life but also her brothers and sisters to have a better life too. Her parents made so many sacrifices for her education and she just throw it all away. My face is always smiling and showing happiness for them and my words are always positive but my heart is sad when I think about the life her baby will have. I know the life her baby will live because I live that life myself when I am young. Yes so happy with family but many times you go to bed crying because you are so hungry because there is not enough food for everyone. The happiest part of going home is always seeing my parents and my lola. My lola never changes, she is the one thing in my life that never changes. She is always happy and smiling. When I am with her, it is like you cannot help but be happy, she have so much love for everyone. My whole family and friends love my lola. She is 74 but very fit, she still helps about the house and even still washes the clothes. All my auntie and uncles take turns caring and supporting her. I love it so much when it is our turn for her to live with my parents. That was one of the reason I went home was because I knew my lola was staying with my parents. When I think of my lola so many happy memories come to my mind. I love her so much! OK I think I bore you so much now I will end my simple message! Until next time god bless.

Home Will Always Be Negros

Tomorrow I travel home to Negros Occidental which you already know is my home province. First I travel to Manila and from Manila I will fly to Bacolod. I love flying although I have not done very much. Only to visit my family when I save the fare. Going by boat now is very hard for me as it takes so long, more than 1 day on ferry then when I arrive in Bacolod I have to travel by bus to my parents home. The plane takes just one hour and I am already in Negros. Foreigners say travelling in the Philippines is very cheap but to me it is still very expensive. I am so excited to see all my family. I am at my happiest when I know I am going home. I am simple person so I love simple things like spending as much time as I can with my parents and my lola. My papa say they plan a celebration when I get home so many of my family will be there. Filipinos never miss opportunity for free food:-) OK I will end here as I still have much to prepare. God bless always 

My Lola "GrandMother"

This Tuesday I go home to visit my family for about 8 days. I love visiting my mama and papa I miss them so much. My family is really close so every time I go home it is very exciting. I will see my brother Jimboy but not my other brother Robert because he is away working. My Lola will be happy to see me. I love her so much. Lola means grandmother. We now have water connected to our small nippa hut although the water it is not connected to inside our home but we use a hose in the kitchen. My father just build a toilet for us outside. I am so excited to see all the ch ages. OK it getting late and I have so much to prepare. Until next time!

Thank God It Stop Raining

Today was the first day of sunshine in a week of torrential rain. So you know what that means? Yep your right washing day again yeah hehehe. After the washing we try to enjoy the sunshine by having lunch outside. It was a beautiful day although not much sunshine but after a week of rain any day without rain is beautiful. Tonight we all watched Katherine Heigle movie 27 Dresses it was funny but also sad. I suppose you would call it a real chicks movie hehehe See I am learning. It was fun though because my sister and cousin was there and also 3 girlfriends came over to watch it with us so we had a small picnic with pancit and spaghetti. Afterwards we all sat around and each one of us, took turns telling about how we would like to have a dream wedding one day too and of course we where all each others bridesmaids and so on. Okay that enough chick stuff for one diary entry time for bed. Bye bye

Rainy Season

The rainy season has begun with 5 days now of torrential rains. I wonder with sadness how long before the mudslides and the deaths start to occur. Every year during rainy season in the Philippines so many people die during this time. There are so many deaths here because of mudslides which happen because in most caese of illegal logging. It is always the same it is the poor and the simple people who pay for the greed of others but I think that is the ame the world over? I miss my friend April very much who has return to her home. I think she have her heart set on someone but she is keeping that close to herself with only a little giggle each time I ask her. I think maybe she do not want to jinks her self by telling anyone what is in her heart.